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| Delay No More?!
dunno where i heard this sentence, means quite a lot actually let it be my xanga topic then~
Well, im bk to UK now, for roughly a week, cause tmr is Sunday, which one week ago, i was in the airport...leaving HK
This two months is gonna change my life quite a lot...which i fink "delay no more" is wt i feel now I reli hv to work hard this term, to pursue my dream~
For once, after i been with u, one of ur sentence got me thinking... "y do u give me the feeling of u sleep all the time, u always say u r sleepy" when i hang up, i realize, i do say this sentence a lot. I am not working hard enough I sleep at 11 everynite, well, for a week already, i shud be getting used to the time over here Should I spend more time, just two months, I can sleep less for this two months Then is the bloody summer holidays...
I used to use this sentence to cover myself from quite a lot of stuff. e.g. when studying..."i might be tired, y dun i just sleep first, n do it tmr" I used to do this, but i cant anymore...I dun hv so many tomorrow to push it back Its only two months, I need to do my driving test, I need to choose the UK uni I need to study 4 and a half subject, so i will do well in my 18 papers.
My future is still blank, its nt because im nt working hard, its i have to wait for others to pick on me What i hate is waiting, and tht's wt im doing it now, wait for uni to pick me. I like to do everyfink on my own. IM A Control Freak!! Now, the only bit i can do is study hard... one and only thing.
I would like to thank you for hving u in my life, gimme a reason to wake up in the morning, to give me a reason to live on, to give me a hope that love is nt just happening in some fairytale story.
Looks like I wont updating for the rest of this two months... Hold on, Xanga! haha~
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| BK TO SCH just can't believe im yr. 13 now~~ so damn old! this year is kinda big changes in Park School many familiar people were gone, and only few left~ although i move over to Guardian house still can't resist the weird feeling of it~~ dun know~ just feel less people, and less people to make some noise~ life is life, still hv to move on, hope i can get used to it more quickly new environment, might got some new experience~
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